š First Iām sorry I fell off out of nowhere; the last few we..
Added 2022-02-04 02:27:06 +0000 UTCš
First Iām sorry I fell off out of nowhere; the last few we have been really hard for me, my grandfather had recently been diagnosed with late stage cancer, on his way to the specialist to go over his options; he fall and broke 3 vertebrae in his neckā¦ this injury made him ineligible for treatment (until it healed) but in late stage there wasnāt going to be enough time to heal and fight the cancerā¦..
Instead he went to finale care at home with my grandmotherā¦. Last week he succumbed to his fight and passed awayā¦ š¢
This has hit me very hard, he was one of the biggest parts of my childhood and played a huge role in my upbringing, what makes it all worse is I havenāt been able to go see him in yearsā¦. And couldnāt make it out to him before he passedā¦. Financially it wasnāt even possible š itās something else I failed at and will likely haunt me forever
Iām so sorry Iāve been MIA out of nowhere I kind of just shut down when it all happened
I took some new pictures at the gym this morning trying to get out of my funk that Iāll start uploading tomorrowā¦. To all of my loyal fans thank you for your love and supportā¦ itās going to be hard on me but Iām sure with your loving support Iāll make it through this
