So I found a corset/waist slimmer thing recently from my ski..
So I found a corset/waist slimmer thing recently from my skinny days. Comical how small it was. I couldn’t even fit it around my thigh.
2024-09-25 19:26:19 +0000 UTC View Post
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The chicken was amazing but never enough chips. Need to make..
The chicken was amazing but never enough chips. Need to make my own again
2024-09-25 19:05:22 +0000 UTC View PostNando’s chicken and chips on the way. Yay
Nando’s chicken and chips on the way. Yay
2024-09-25 18:15:37 +0000 UTC View PostSeems like instead of quitting my job like I planned, I’m ju..
Seems like instead of quitting my job like I planned, I’m just going to let myself get fired by choosing gluttony and extreme hedonism over being an upstanding professional. I got a warning on Friday and a desperate plea yesterday to send a first draft. Didn’t succeed with that.
Today I did the mature thing. I’ve turned off both of my phones and I’m staying offline. I’m going to push myself to finish the first draft today and I’m more determined and focused than ever. I even cleaned all the crumbs and sauce from my desk so it’s less chaotic.
I’ve got this.
Sorry that I keep posting about my “real life” and not the fantasy you signed up for but I think we’ll all be pleased with the outcome of this transition phase.
I’ve been working for my main employer for 5 years. When they hired me, I was lean, fit and strong. Perfect for field work in 2020 when I worked on tons of covid related news and films. Too active to gain weight that year, I doubled down in 2021 and by the end of the year, was demoted from a full time job to part time, with less responsibilities, as they tried to accommodate my need for desk work and allowed me to work from home more often. No longer fit for field work or for typing with two hands, they cut me a lot of slack cos I still have good skills.
It’s now reached a stage where working from home is close to impossible on some days because I go so hard with stuffing and shakes that I pass out from being stuffed and then wake up and repeat the cycle. Less than ideal conditions for productivity.
Anyway, I didn’t plan to write an essay but seems this just happened. Time to earn my last pay cheque before the inevitable takes place.
It’s been interesting juggling a vanilla job with trying to please an increasingly insatiable Bellissima but I predict the chapter is about to come to an end.
But don’t worry. I’ll still be working for other clients and running my vanilla own projects so I don’t get bored.
I’m aiming for 70% hog life and 30% “normal work”.
As my fans, supporters and worshippers, you all deserve a lot more from me and I need to sacrifice this long term job for a greater good.
I made fries and they were the best fries ever. Feel so tale..
I made fries and they were the best fries ever. Feel so talented lol. Had them in rolls with tons of butter ans a little bit of ketchup. So yummy. Home made food is the best
2024-09-24 21:29:27 +0000 UTC View PostClient called me today to find out what’s happening and when..
Client called me today to find out what’s happening and when can they expect to see the first version of the film I’m editing for them. It’s not going very well. On the plus side, I’m about to order enough food for a family of 8 and I’m going to try to eat it all while I do my next marathon at the computer. Yay.
2024-09-24 15:11:16 +0000 UTC View PostIt’s dark outside and I haven’t slept but have such a strong..
It’s dark outside and I haven’t slept but have such a strong craving for breakfast. Pancakes, fried eggs, bacon, sausages, fries, beans, cheeses, strawberries and a berry peanut butter smoothie
2024-09-24 00:00:34 +0000 UTC View PostHad the surreal experience of editing footage for an athlete..
Had the surreal experience of editing footage for an athlete today. It was taken at a cross fit event and she was showcasing all these amazing feats of strength and stamina while I sucked on my calorific shake, slurping up thousands of calories in under a minute. I’m still competitive, even if I’m no longer climbing around like a little spider or throwing punches lol. I just like to compete against previous eating or chugging records.
The client liked the video but sadly I didn’t get to finish the main job for my main client. I’m gettitng clarity in my mind in terms of direction so that’s a bonus. It’s so difficult but I think it’s time for me to eat cum sleep then I can get back to work with a renewed sense of vigour. Hope you’re all having a good start to your week. Wish I’d had the foresight to be in front of the camera more when I was thin and sporty. As much as gaining and being a feedee is practically my whole life now, it’s still surprises me that I’ve managed to gain fat and keep it. Earlier attempts in my life didn’t work out but now it’s happening. Amazing. Yay.
Turns out I need to keep bicarbonate of soda and vinegar in ..
Turns out I need to keep bicarbonate of soda and vinegar in the house cos the pipes/bends not coping well with volumes.
Sorry for sharing too much information but need to vent cos it’s been stressful. Everything will be okay. Just feedee problems.. been googling for ages and trying various solutions. Sigh… hope it’s all resolved soon. The crazy thing is I didn’t lose my appetite at any point.
Rubbing out some burps so I can fit more. I know I sound ful..
Rubbing out some burps so I can fit more. I know I sound full but there’s always room for more.
2024-09-22 22:11:02 +0000 UTC View PostFeels so good knowing I might explode tonight
Feels so good knowing I might explode tonight
2024-09-22 21:59:39 +0000 UTC View PostA rare whole minute where I didn’t belch or burp 😂😂 still go..
A rare whole minute where I didn’t belch or burp 😂😂 still got 8 more burgers, some burritos, lots of shakes and ice cream on the menu for tonight
2024-09-22 21:51:29 +0000 UTC View PostThese fit but only after I cut the feet off lol.
These fit but only after I cut the feet off lol.
2024-09-22 18:52:56 +0000 UTC View PostPasta, sauce and cheese. Ice cream and chocolate. Lots of sn..
Pasta, sauce and cheese. Ice cream and chocolate. Lots of snacks. I’m enjoying my favourites now
2024-09-20 18:37:41 +0000 UTC View PostWorking from home today. I'll keep the camera and mic off ag..
Working from home today. I'll keep the camera and mic off again during the zoom meeting later. The client is not happy with my lack of progress.
2024-09-19 11:30:31 +0000 UTC View PostThe more I belch while cumming, the more my little pig brain..
The more I belch while cumming, the more my little pig brain associates being gassy and bloated as the ultimate in pleasure and hedonism. Oh how I love these cycles of gluttony. Just made myself cum while still dripping wet from my bath. Couldn't stop belching. I made a video so I can see my belly hang from behind while I play with myself. Gaining makes me so horny.
2024-09-18 23:23:05 +0000 UTC View PostI hope my landlord doesn't hear or see what I'm doing to the..
I hope my landlord doesn't hear or see what I'm doing to the bathtub. Need to be more careful. Those sounds 🤯🤯
2024-09-18 22:16:16 +0000 UTC View PostI'm getting full again. Went to gym but I couldn't stop eati..
I'm getting full again. Went to gym but I couldn't stop eating. There's a smoothie bar that has a full menu that they get delivered if you need more than just a smoothie. I can't believe how much I stuffed myself there today. I might be getting too used to the pleasure of seeing fit people exercise whilst I fatten myself in front of them. Why does something so wrong feel so right? I'm past the point of even having internal conflict about what I'm doing. I'm just going full throttle, no brakes, just none stop hog like behaviour to grow myself massive
2024-09-17 16:33:01 +0000 UTC View PostHaven’t farted in this boardroom (yet) but when I was greeti..
Haven’t farted in this boardroom (yet) but when I was greeting the CEO I screwed up. I asked if he was from company X and mentioned their main rival which has a similar name. Very embarrassing. Tried to awkwardly laugh it off while my client/ co-worker said I should say nothing for the rest of the training session. Damage done lol. Wow. I really know how to upset people. I did say this is probably my last corporate gig lol. I’m adjusting my mind to go full time hog and leave all this normal mundane type of work behind.
2024-09-16 10:37:16 +0000 UTC View Post
Have to actually do serious and boring work today. Counting ..
Have to actually do serious and boring work today. Counting the hours before I’ll be sitting in a boardroom with five executives like the CEO, CFO etc of a financial institution to provide tech support and to film mock media interviews for my client who does media training. It’s not a gig that I do on a regular basis but it’s usually fairly chilled. Well, it would be less stressful if I didn’t have a gas problem, and if my MacBook has less indecent deviant footage on it lol. The plan is to sleep now then wake up, clean the MacBook and phones of everything NSFW and do a dry run with my new equipment. It’s going to go well. I’ve done this so many times before and I’ve been watching so many YouTube tutorials cos some stuff like the mic systems are tricky. I’ll try to take some sneaky BTS cos even though it’s boring in the bigger scheme, this could be one of my last corporate shoots because I’ll reach a size and state where they’ll be worried about hiring me because I might break a chair and I won’t be able to stand the entire time. There something about me sitting there and trying to hold in farts and hope no one here my gut bubbling away as it struggle to process the many thousands of calories I stuffed myself with yesterday at the buffet and when I got home.
2024-09-16 00:10:43 +0000 UTC View PostKeeping my bedroom door open so i can dilute the methane gas..
Keeping my bedroom door open so i can dilute the methane gas. The downside of going to a buffet and mixing so many different foods inside me
2024-09-15 23:28:25 +0000 UTC View PostMade this. First plate. I think I can fit two or three
Made this. First plate. I think I can fit two or three
2024-09-15 18:52:30 +0000 UTC View PostLove sucking up all those calories into my big hanging gut 😊
Love sucking up all those calories into my big hanging gut 😊
2024-09-15 18:33:59 +0000 UTC View Post
